inauguration madness begins tomorrow

bars open all hours of the night. drunken strangers pushing their way through crowds in effort to see a little more, drink a little more, feel a little more. But honestly drowning in the crowds will make you feel as lonely as i do sitting in my apartment, alone as usual, typing this very sentence. there will be screams and joy and tears and beer and glass and drugs and celebrations everywhere. i will probably be working, and providing these dc-goers with the time of their lives. i start training as a completely inexperienced bartender at champions, donning the slutty uniform, and the superficiality kind of sickens me. at least it motivates me to eat well and sparingly and exercise everyday. i feel so fat i really need to work on the ab exercises for sure. tomorrow is a free day, might go get a hair trim and bangs trim after i hardcore hit the gym, leave for work around 6 just to be sure im there on time and to fill out paperwork and stuff. well, we shall see how it goes! wish me luck.